its been a long time since i updated hahahaha..

it has been long since i saw yanzi as well, it was like a full 4hrs plus of her ystd. Although the recording was real real tiring, but it was all worthwhile(:

I got diao-ed ( as usual) alot of times and stared a few times. I said i wanted to leave since she didnt want to gimme discount until 3 bucks, and she stared at me, and she asked everyone to stare at me as well.

she diaoed me cos i ask her to read a side of the paper bag cos my msg is there, she diaoed me when i said her neh was small, she diaoed me when i said we know she missed us, she diaoed me when i scream awfully. She laughed at us when we told her the balloon was queen, she laughed when i told her queen went egypt to film tuo guang instead of niguang.

She gave us kisses when we said she's in our heart, she gave another kiss when we hold the muacks board, and she gave kiss when i was crapping with her( i forgot which incident alr)

she did sth and she said it look obseen, we told her not to think dirty cos we're still underaged, i told her to give us discount for the '500 bucks tickets', she looked directly into our eyes for some incident, she brightened up when we told her we have got cookies for her ( see, we can subdued her with food(:), she looked at us when singing ng and first day for our actions..

she 'shua da pai' when she has to re-record cos there was some technical prob, she went crazy posing sexy pics during breaks and before coming out, she finally could understand eve's hand signals, she stoned and i woke her up and she stared at me..

she was very close to us during the cookies time, she looked into my eyes during sometimes love just aint enough, ng and whnd, and i got got dian-ed by her. she sang woh woh yea yea~ twice and we said thanks and she huh us.

these are the stuff i could remember, but i cant remember all the craps i talked to her abt. haha but there was one thing she said very true ystd, she told me ' you very happy today hor?' yes i am yanzi, cos u made my day(:

thanks yanzi, u made our xmas extra happy this year ( and last year)!

jerr-
10:13 PM

what would u say to santa if he asks u wad do u want for xmas this year?

i know its lame, but i've always believe that there's santa in this world, haha

if he asks me this, i wouldnt know how to ans him, cos i dun even know wad i wan. Happiness? Love? Peace? I think i would want myself to be back.

I've gotten stuff for my family, now its for the gals, the guy and the family. But i dunno wad to give them cos i feel that wadever i give them cannot make up to the misery i gave them, esp the gals.

Sorry cant make up for those disappointment i gave them, I dunno wad else I can do.

Mayb its not time to think of wad i wan, i shld think of wad to do.

i shall end abruptly.

jerr-
2:58 PM

alot of different feelings these few days, i'm a confused girl. haha

i felt that love wasnt easy to come, or rather those relationship wasnt easy to come by. These few years has been down, but i'm lucky to have gained all those love and concern from those special people (:

i seriously hope to get well, money can get u sth, but not everyth.

working tmr, i shall not preach too much, i need another more private space.

jerr-
10:54 PM